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I Do Not Belong, Even With You

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At my school, I have always held a spot at the back of the cafetiria for the last three years, and even before that, when I was in grade school, they threw rocks and concrete chunks at my head, giving me bruises and cuts from first grade up until I was expelled in fithgrade for illegedly bringing a knife to school and pointing it at my teacher.
  I thought, coming to my new school, I would get away from all the "outsider" comments. But they only continued, despite also moving to the U.S.
My teachers called on everyone else, gave me unnecessary homework from weeks before, sometimes giving me things from other grades, but in the end giving me always a D or an F. Still, I passed through the grades, and on into eighth grade, where I still reside today.
  I sit in the back of the class, eat at the back of the cafetiria (not to mention in a corner, without a proper table), I get constant F's, both from lack of motivation and the hate of the teachers, and I only have a hand full I of people I THINK I can trust.
  I am the outsider of the outsiders, so tell me, do you think I DON'T belong in this?
I wrote this with the intent of getting it off my chest. Most of it is true, with the exception of a few details.

Cause my life is so screwed up, it's interesting to other people. That's why I don't share a whole lot. Once I do, they usually poke and prod me for more...
bleh >3<

(c) Megan Green, Zanna Cox
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GaaraXEraXMatsuri's avatar
Awwwhh... =( :cling:
Pretty emotional and sad. Ya' shouldn't have to deal with shit like that! D< I hope your future will be much better than this </3